THIS IS PROGRESS

month

June 2011

“the best often die by their own hand just to get away, and those left behind...”

– Charles Bukowski

North Korea is looking to avert a revolution

shortformblog: fear North Korea seems afraid of a revolution similar to those we’ve seen in the Middle East. They bought a lot of anti-riot gear from China, and there’s been extra police forces around. But where do the revolutions usually start? With the kids in college. reaction North Korea has closed all of their universities until April 2012, blaming it on their ailing economy — all the...

Well that was awkward..

JUST got home from a pretty busy day, looking for my dad after he texted me about going to the sports club. Went upstairs to check his office, bent over to pet the cat, stood up to see his wife lying on her side on their bed, pulling some pants on with her whole regional finals in play, her head poking up over her ass. I accidentally saw her tits once when she was shitfaced and I had to take care...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

I don't want to go to my drug therapy group fuckup...

I’m supposed to leave right now but I’m in sweats, not ready, feel tired (woke up after sleeping only 4 hrs?) and I’m flat out sick of going there. * Heres me lamely asking for input. * (Gives me too much anxiety and the same people always get to talk and some of their issues are so heavy that it just makes me feel shittier for even being there, wasting their time and mine. I...

“And make no mistake about it: we can be called sluts for nearly any reason at...”

– Jaclyn Friedman at Boston’s Slut Walk (via somechattybroad) I’ll tell you what I was expecting. I was expecting to get a little drink on and keep my little shorts on, too. I was expecting to walk out tipsy, not in tears feeling guilty.

Why do you follow this blog?

I’m curious, seems I have a lot of followers who have blogs very different from my own and who don’t react to my posts in any way; I’m wondering why. (Just for the record, I don’t ‘follow for follow.’)

Thinspo: A message sent to thepizzaqueen

Thepizzaqueen is oft reargaded as one of the more ‘famous’ users of this site and I often reblog from her collection of image-trash. She recently posted on how a thinspo* blog had started following her, and in response, took the time and dug up from her archives and attached 14 different images of her smiling face framed by junk food - the same kind of foods one might eat on a binge if...